thinking aloud at 2:00am
Usually
I try to write happy and funny things in English here
cuz I started this blog to say 'Hi :D ' to friends outside JP
I mean I want to be :D ing< or :-) ing
not : ( ing with negative comments'
(get mo ba ang sinasabi ko?? )
but now I feel lonely though nothing happened to me
and I'd like you to know that Im sad : ( : (
here Im like a 3 year-old girl, yeah?
I can be sad only because it's night
I want you to stay by my side and share some funny stories
or
I want to sit down with you guys in a drinking party at the bench outside
so that I don't need to remember bad and sad memories in my bed to cry meaninglessly
I can't sleep, I don't want to sleep because I don't want to dream
but
it's too hard for me to stay in my room alone
I hope I could skip all the nights which I have to spend alone
otherwise
I would go crazy
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but you know,
I'll be super fine again at 7:00am tomorrow :D
and go out at 8:30
and take an interviw at 11:00
and go to school after the interview
so Im just waiting for the sun to come UP
before that, Im waiting for me to feel sleepy in front of computer...
anyways... good night : )
picture:
a big flea market I was selling clothes on Saturday
almost 600 shops were there selling new/old things
by damekochan | 2007-05-07 02:09 | ただの日記- diary